Sunday, March 4, 2012

Dear boy,

It took me a while to realise that there was deceit behind all your charm. I was blinded by your sweet words and how you treated me so well, but now my eyes are open to the reason behind all you did for me. You took advantage of me and made it seem like it wasn't your fault. You denied me and slept with another girl behind my back. You got my hopes up and didn't end up keeping your word so I was left hanging like a fool. I'm not even surprised or hurt at what has happened - my friends had already foreseen what would happen and they were right. I am just another girl in Auckland you can have fun with for one night. You are no good for me, or, more correctly, I am too good for you. You stopped me from becoming the woman I was meant to be. And so now, I claim this over my life: I am beautiful and worthy to be pursued by a man who values my heart over my body. I'm not going to wait around any longer for you, or spend my precious time thinking about you and wishing I was where you were. I'm done with you and I couldn't be happier.

Love, Jenny.

Currently listening to: Sam Amidon - Relief (R. Kelly cover)