Jenny Chang

I am a simple creature, but complex at the same time.
I hate meeting strangers online. I think certain people will befriend someone because they 'look good' on the internet. I want to meet people who will know and come to love me for the real-life me, not how I appear on the internet.
When I have a down in life, I go down hard. But when I'm at my peak, I'm amazingly positive.
I'm afraid of becoming loving a particular band/musician because I hate the fact that they won't know how much of an impact they made on me. Crazy huh? I envy musicians because they get to play and inspire and travel and create. But I know the point is not to be envious, but to do the same with what I have..with the talents I have been given.
Some people draw energy from being around people, butI draw energy from being by myself.
I love God beyond what I can explain. I would rather spend one day in his presence than 1000 days on this earth.
I drink too much tea.
I love street fashion, and most of the time, I think runway fashion is just a bit silly.
I love reading a good book.
My dream is to one day travel the world as a photo journalist, make Hope99 (Kate and I's mission organisation) into a worldwide organisation, and make enough money to put my mum into early retirement. But mainly, to travel the world and experience life on the edge.
I don't take things on surface level, I'm very deep when I want to be. It's a blessing and a curse.
I love people-watching, and I'm always aware that there is always more than meets the eye.
I'm a sucker for romantic songs, even though I'm a bad player in the game of love.
I love love love the rain. I always have an urge to run out and play in it sometimes, but then I don't want to be sick.
I can never get to sleep at night, and I can never seem to wake up when I do.
I'm always a bit tired.
I care too much about first impressions and what people make of me.
I draw inspiration from sunsets, stars, the beach, love, music, and ordinary people who do incredible things with what they have.
I don't like TV or watch it much. I feel like it's a bit pointless and soul sucking, and I don't really have the patience for it. I only watch shows that make me laugh and add a little sunshine into my life, like Friends and The Mighty Boosh.
I will never think less of you because of your past. I also believe you are worth it.
I have had a hard past...and sometimes I look back and begin to shake. I realise the circumstances I face now and I have faced in the past are sort of like a refiner- I am being polished into something beautiful and strong. Although I do envy people who have had an easy time growing up, who have stable families and dads, who havn't had money issues etc, I know I am not lesser because of the cards I have been dealt it. It's learning to see the stars in the gutter.
Smokes relax me.
I appreciate tattoos and the stories they tell, and I am hoping to have my body tattooed one day.
Faith, Hope, Love.
I am waiting relentlessly for my Prince. In God's time, not mine.
I hate wasting food and I have a bad habit of eating everything even when I'm really full.
When I was younger I spent all my pocket money on buying CDs at Real Groovy in town, and I loved it. I would put the CD in my CD player soak in every chord, every beat, every tune. I love how music takes you to a faraway place, and drowns out the bad in the world.
I love dogs, and will definitely get one when I move out as my mum definitely doesn't like dogs.
I love to laugh and encourage people.
I think crying is beautiful. Tears are a way to express what cannot be expressed in words. And I read somewhere that ever since the beginning of birth, it has always been a sign that you are alive.
Love is the final fight.
Music breaks all barriers, transforms, inspires, speaks, loves, comforts, uplifts and changes things. It does many others for me too.
Sushi and avacados are my favourite.
Tigers are fierce and independant, whales are big and strong but humble and peaceful, birds are gentle and always return home, and dogs are loving and friendly. These animals have atrributes that kind of desribe me or what I want to be, and that's why they're my favourite.
I'm a clean freak.
My deepest darkest fear is losing someone I love because I think I won't be able to cope with it. Also, not being able to travel and experience the world.
I never know what I want to do with my hair.
I'm a bit awkward.
I feel life is moving too fast, even though I tell it to hurry up sometimes.
I will and want to believe in the good left in this world.
Whenever I meet someone, I always look at their shoes. To me, you can tell alot about someone by the shoes they wear.
I get along with guys way more than I do with girls.
I think the smile and the eyes are the most attractive features in the opposite sex. I think you can tell alot about a guy like how kind and genuine and honest he is by his smile and eyes.
I like a good challenge in life. Call me weird but I enjoy the hard times in life more than the good ones. Just because during the hard times, you grow and you struggle but you lean on and get to know God more. And it's during the hard times that people's true colours show.
I'm shy when I first meet people, but once I get to know you I crack a lot of jokes.
I can't save money. At all.
I don't express my opinions out loud, even though I'm quite an opiniated person. I guess I'm a little afraid of what people might think, or of being wrong.
I'm worth it. And so are you. I'm beautiful. And you definetly are too. I can make a change. And I know you can too.