Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Have you changed in the past two years?

In obvious ways, my fashion changed. I used to just play it safe and buy clothes from certain stores, but now I like to have fun and mix my clothes up a little.
I am more sadder now than I was two years ago. Back then I was always bubbly and happy. I've learnt that you can't shove away your emotions. You have to be honest and deal with them.
I've become more mature, and I don't like to go out as much now.
I think more about my appearance now, especially with make up!
The friends I hang out with now have changed. The friends I keep close to me now are wild and funny and supportive. I've learnt who my true friends are.
I think about sex and relationships more now, and I have a better head knowledge of it. The 2009 me was innocent and was uncomfortable talking about it!
I switched from Dolly magazine to Cosmopoliton ;)
My music taste evolved, and I started listening to different types of genres. I used to be sraight indie and hardcore and such.
I started caring less about what other people think. I still care a whole lot, but back then it determined everything. I've learnt to be who you are and not try to fit in a particular group.
I'm more open and confident now. I like to socialise and strike up a conversation with strangers.
I am more accepting of my past now. It used to hurt me and chain me, but now I can talk about it when I want to with ease. I know it can help someone one day.
I'm more insecure about my ezcema.
I've learnt to stand up for myself and not to let people walk all over me. I've learnt not to be a doormat. I've learnt to say no.
I am more comfortable having my hair natural now! Before I used to freak out about straightening my hair everyday...
I am more accepting and less judgemental of people.
I am less trusting, especially with boys.

I've changed in so many ways, particularly internally, that I probably havn't noticed!

This is me in 2009.

Currently listening to:
Death Cab for Cutie - Tiny Vessels

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